You're four months now and I've never felt this kind of love in my life before. I never knew one person could be so important to you and life could feel this scary/awful/great all at once. You're so smart and loving already. I love everything about you and what you have brought to my life. I have a whole new perspective in life and everything I do (literally) revolves around you. You can roll from your back to belly, you've discovered your feet, and you babble to me and smile always. You really are such a happy easy baby. No matter what goes on in my life, stress from work, stress from your dad, anything, I will always give you 100% of me. I'm sorry if your dad doesn't involve himself as much as I'd like and know you'd benefit from, but I promise you I will do anything I can to make up for his mistakes. I know he loves you and I know he wants the best for you, but we are young and dumb and for someone who didn't have to carry you for 9 months I am honestly not surprised that he can act the way he does. He hasn't seen you since last Tuesday and I do feel bad, but I'm not going to stress over something I can not control. In life there will be many things that upset you, stress you out, and make you worried but at the end of the day you need to remember that only you can control your happiness and worrying about things that you have no control over is just pointless. It's easier said than done, trust me I know. But the more you live by that, the easier things can be.
Saturday, September 20, 2014
September 2014
Remi Elise,
You're four months now and I've never felt this kind of love in my life before. I never knew one person could be so important to you and life could feel this scary/awful/great all at once. You're so smart and loving already. I love everything about you and what you have brought to my life. I have a whole new perspective in life and everything I do (literally) revolves around you. You can roll from your back to belly, you've discovered your feet, and you babble to me and smile always. You really are such a happy easy baby. No matter what goes on in my life, stress from work, stress from your dad, anything, I will always give you 100% of me. I'm sorry if your dad doesn't involve himself as much as I'd like and know you'd benefit from, but I promise you I will do anything I can to make up for his mistakes. I know he loves you and I know he wants the best for you, but we are young and dumb and for someone who didn't have to carry you for 9 months I am honestly not surprised that he can act the way he does. He hasn't seen you since last Tuesday and I do feel bad, but I'm not going to stress over something I can not control. In life there will be many things that upset you, stress you out, and make you worried but at the end of the day you need to remember that only you can control your happiness and worrying about things that you have no control over is just pointless. It's easier said than done, trust me I know. But the more you live by that, the easier things can be.
You're four months now and I've never felt this kind of love in my life before. I never knew one person could be so important to you and life could feel this scary/awful/great all at once. You're so smart and loving already. I love everything about you and what you have brought to my life. I have a whole new perspective in life and everything I do (literally) revolves around you. You can roll from your back to belly, you've discovered your feet, and you babble to me and smile always. You really are such a happy easy baby. No matter what goes on in my life, stress from work, stress from your dad, anything, I will always give you 100% of me. I'm sorry if your dad doesn't involve himself as much as I'd like and know you'd benefit from, but I promise you I will do anything I can to make up for his mistakes. I know he loves you and I know he wants the best for you, but we are young and dumb and for someone who didn't have to carry you for 9 months I am honestly not surprised that he can act the way he does. He hasn't seen you since last Tuesday and I do feel bad, but I'm not going to stress over something I can not control. In life there will be many things that upset you, stress you out, and make you worried but at the end of the day you need to remember that only you can control your happiness and worrying about things that you have no control over is just pointless. It's easier said than done, trust me I know. But the more you live by that, the easier things can be.
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